Take a deep breath.. now rant.

My little monsters. I have some rants for you.

Now to ranting. Be aware, here are what I am ranting about- so you know if you are going to want to read it.;
1. Haters.
2. Twilight Stereo-types.
3. School.
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1. Haters.
Okay, when there is a fandom- there is always haters. When there is a celebrity, always going to be haters. NO MATTER WHAT there is going to be haters. Its one thing if you don't like something, or even hate it- doesn't matter, but when you go around boasting about how much you hate something, it doesn't make you look MATURE. I think if it is a political issue, or something that actually effects your life directly, then say something. And its another thing to state your opinion, I cannot tell you not to, but some people take it TOO FAR! Okay? Half of deviant art is stamps. Half of the stamps are broadcasting hate. What has this world come to? Must you go around posting how much you hate something? I really do not care if you have the same interests as me, but do you really need to post hate things all the fucking time? I mean come on! It bothers me even more, when in the description, the person says something along the lines of "I'm mature because I hate this." Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Posting hate stuff, does not make you mature- it makes you the opposite. Mature people would say "Okay, people like it, I hate it." Then move on with your life. Because if you hate it so much, why would you want anything to do with it, hating material or not? Two specific people bother me so much, because they say they are very mature because they don't like alot of mainstream stuff and are all 'hardcore' because they don't like something. One girl, has an anti-disney channel album, which proves she isn't mature and has no life. She spends her time finding pictures and picking them apart, which in her fucking retard mind makes her mature. Then this other girl. She has a stamp or icon or something, that says "Just because you say you're mature, doesn't mean you are." Then claims shes mature, then you look in her gallery- and its half anti-something. Wow, really? That doesn't make you mature because you like Tokio Hotel and don't like Twilight. My god.

Moving on.

2. Twilight Stereo-types.
YES! A lot of fans are over obsessed, in love with characters and shove twilight down everyone's throat. I love Twilight. I am obsessed, but no I am not obsessed with the characters, and in love with them. No I do not buy things just because they say Twilight on it. Twi-hards, also referred as Fan-tards. Every fandom has them. This fandom, has a lot of haters, so twi-hards get picked apart. Being an overly-obsessive fan doesn't make them a bad person, they just need a little bit of a reality check. I am considered a fan tard by many people, because I am a fan. I have a twilight bag- for school, but I got it on sale, and I needed a new bag. Boohoo. I have many friends that don't like it, but do I care? NO. I think some haters, and twi-hards need to just realize something. It's a book. If your not a fan, it doesn't effect you. If your a twi-hard, its a book and you can be obsessed all you want but you need to know that it isn't real, and the characters aren't real and that you just need to not shove it down everyone's throat, because there are other things you can talk about. I'm a fan tard over many things but I still don't shove it down peoples throat. I am very obsessed with Twilight, and this was not mean against twilight, or its fans. Just the stereo-types that come along with liking twilight.

Moving On.

3. School.
TOO MUCH TOO SOON. End of.


xoxo-
Kitteh

Song in the works

Here is an exclusive preview to a song I am working on. Be aware that if you re-post this, and DO NOT link back here or claim you wrote it, you are violating copyright, as this material belongs to me.. Just Saying.

I get my hopes up high, and you crash them down low. Why can't you just let it flow?
You break my heart, I feel like I'm about to explode. What's wrong with this world?
If today was my very last day, what would you have to say- for yourself and everything thats happened?
I wish you would come around and admit, admit what you've done, admit your faults and your flaws.
I thought I knew it all, everything I needed. But you proved me wrong once again.

[Pre-Chorus]
Clearly, I thought I knew you once before, Now I'm not so sure.

Lost Cat

CeCe has been missing for almost a month. This woman who found a cat identical to CeCe emailed me, giving me updates on her. The cat was found in a barn with 3 kittens. This cat and its kittens do not have homes, and I really want to help. I know my mom won't want them, so I'm trying to find homes.

Descriptions of kittens:
Black boy, Brown Tictabby Girl with a calico face, and a Dark Brown Tabby Boy.
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I want the mother, mostly. She looks like CeCe. I also want the Brown Tabby boy, sounds like my past cat pebbles.

..Thoughts?

Snow

Let it snow! It's finally snowing! YayYayYayYayYayYay! I love snow. I love winter. A colder but brighter turn in events. Today I had yearbook, and after my friends & I filmed a movie, and I did a 'performance' of Girlfriend and I Can Do Better. :P

I'm working on a song, about how you think you know someone but you truly don't, and you don't like how they really are. I like it so far, but no gaurentee's its as good as some others. I have only wrote 3 songs I'm proud of. (psst. Meant To Be, Heavy Rain, and My Heart) ;D

Lady GaGa is a genius. Just Sayin'

xoxo-
Kitteh

RANT POST! School & Hair & WHO AM I KIDDING IM FAT! Plus A QUIZ ;D

Ok first I am posting a quiz I found :}

1) What's your favorite type of music? Pop. But I love alot more than that. Like Pop-Rock, Rock, Alternative Rock, Indie, Indie Rock, Indie Pop, Acoustic, Techno, Edgy Pop, Bubblegum Pop, Electronic Pop, Post-Grundge (Avril Lavigne only for this section, so far.)

2) What are you listening to at the moment? Forgotten - Avril Lavigne

3) What's your favorite band? Black Eyed Peas. (Then Jonas Brothers, Paramore, The Sophomore Beat, Selena & The Scene..)

4) What's your favorite song? AT THE MOMENT;; Alejandro - Lady GaGa

5) What song can you sing the best to? I can't sing.

6) What's the song you've listened to the most? Accoring to iTunes 'Contagious' - Avril Lavigne.
^_^


Okay. Now School. I have a stupid motherfucking project that will take me all tonight and tomorrow (might have snow day, w00t) And I have a test today, which I'm not worried about AT ALL! :D

Now Hair. My hair is being a douche bag deluxe. It didn't straighten well so It's all wavy and poof-y. My pink is fading is its poking my eyes, even though if I cut my bangs, I'll look stupid, but I need a hair cut anyhow. And the pink re-established.

And now to being fat. I. Am. Fat. My double chin used to only show when I made it, now if I'm relaxing it shows, and it bothers me so much. I have a big stomach (to me) even though people say Im only chunky, IM FAT. Ugh Ugh Ugh Ugh Ugh Ugh Ugh. Diet time~
haha


xoxo-
Kitteh

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
-Avril Lavigne

Teleton Mexico

On the Teleton Mexico charity show last night, Avril had her first performance in about 15 months! I stayed up all night to watch it, and I was so impressed. She sang 'Complicated' and 'Girlfriend' acoustic. And she playd the guitar on Girlfriend! All those people who said she doesn't/can't play the guitar can kiss my ass! Her voice was awesome, and she hit the low notes in Complicated! W00T.

I am so excited for her 4th album, she said it was going to be 'stripped down' and largely acoustic. Also her 'most personal' album yet! Single due Mid To Late January, and Album Early March 2010.

Other than my large Avril news update..
My online friend Chelsea is mailing me a Christmas present, which is AVRIL LAVIGNE BONEZ TOURBOOK ... FOR FREE. Omg I am so excited.

Also, I got an email yesterday from a vet, saying she found a cat that looked alot like CeCe.. Except she wasn't fixed and had kittens, when CeCe was fixed. D:
Ugh. But I'm not completely losing hope. Got to be strong, and just hold on until I get the news, that she has been found dead or alive.

xoxo-
Kitteh

You can pull the trigger while its held your throat

I might be going to a Taylor Swift concert! w00t.
Anyways;
I am full of inspiration but cant seem to place it into a song. I want to just pour my heart out into some powerful lyrics. But I.. can't! If I do, it either fails to capture the mood, or it doesn't flow, or just plain sucks. ;.;

My emotions aren't stable lately. I should be sad, but I can't be depressed about my sucky situations. I'm trying to push out the sadness and aim all my attention to my goal and keep at it. If I let the sadness in, I might be able to write a good song, but not good for my emotional health in the long run.

xoxo-
Kitteh